I am at my halfway point of this challenge. I'm totally proud of myself that I have been committed and am excited that I am actually going to successfully complete this challenge!
Moving on, I couldn't remember clearly but I'm pretty sure I've had my first experience of having a celebrity crush when I was 13 years old. It was during the period when Tumblr wasn't mainstream yet so at that time, I didn't use that social media website to find glamorous pictures of my favourite celebrity and reblog them. The funny thing is that, looking back, most of my celebrity crushes were douchebags, to put it crudely. And the funnier thing is that despite whatever horrible things that they had done that made me shake my head, I still clung to them and defended their actions. It was dumb, now thinking about it. They were quite problematic but I still stan them. I was such a weird person back then. Of course, back then, I doubt the word 'stan' was a popular word usage.
Fast forward till now, fortunately, I've carefully picked the people I've chosen to stan or support. Of course, they are not without faults, but hey not every human being is perfect right? I'll only use pseudonyms cos to be honest, I'm a bit shy to gush about people I like online publicly so I would be more comfortable doing that without photos and real names attached.
In no particular order, for now, my three celebrity crushes are SI, DY and JH. I'll also not be revealing their actual ages and races. But to start, all three of them are quite close in terms of age and they are all in their late 20s. And another trivia, I was into older men back then but now I've chosen to pay more attention to the younger people because it's more relatable that way.
Also, I've only started noticing all of them in the second half of the year.
To begin, I like SI because he is a very good speaker with an impressive English vocabulary and he incorporates uncommon English words into his daily speech which I admire. Not only that, he is extremely dedicated to his craft which is acting and he's quite grounded too. The best part about him is that he is quite well-informed about current affairs and his tastes in say, movies and music are quite classy. Also, I couldn't find a dirt about him so far, so I hope he maintains that. I get shy whenever I see his pictures cos he has this intense smolder which I just want him to stop lol I do sincerely hope he'll get far in his acting in a good way.
Next is DY. So this guy - he is super handsome and gorgeous but at the time, he's super dorky and knows how to liven the atmosphere. He's also super athletic and competitive. Oh and have I mentioned that he has this sharp jawline and basically, he has really good facial features and good proportions. Total dreamboat. Literally, I could stare at his pictures for long hours cos he's just that good-looking.
Last but not least is JH. To be honest, I really like his body. He has really broad shoulders and narrow hips - which automatically gives him a sexy aura, at least in my eyes. And when he starts dancing, WOW. But, his main talent isn't dancing, it is singing and boy, this man has a really wonderful voice. He can belt out high notes really well and the thing I really admire about him is that he gives his 110% in all of his performances. Even when he's clearly exhausted, he still gave it his all.
So, I notice that the male celebrities whom I attracted to are the manly and athletic ones. The mature ones as well. There was this brief period of time where I liked this guy who's the same as me but he's so problematic that I kept wondering why I kept clinging to him. He's so damn childish and basically has a lack of respect for people and women. Thank goodness I'm no longer attracted to him.
SO anyway, these are my three celebrity crushes :) If any of them rings a bell, well...no one's going to know their actual identities anyway...other than me of course :)
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